I won't handle all that stuff again.
And I can't be like that.
I just can't give up of all my planes again or all my duties. Not this year. You know what i mean?
You must stop that, at once. I won't be able to... get with it or over it, neighter.
Sometime someone "told me" that I had to control my acts, or it would control me. But at this moment I have no judge, neighter strength enough to do what I'm obliged to.
Even if I had, I wouldn't know how to do it.
I just can't let you go...